i a m h a p p y .

ah yes, i am.

the dash of positivity mixed into a whole load of
post semestral trauma.

post semestral trauma

is defined as the involuntary pessimism induced by
the following reasons:

1. fear of the upcoming semester
2. uncertainty of the final grades
3. longing of certain likeable modules
4. withdrawal symptoms from addictive pastimes,
eg. spasm-ing

it's official now,
since editing was completed today.


i think i will miss location video production.
and my lecturer, MAM
and the cage.
and the cage-uncles.
and the fishtank.
and my group.



and the many spasm-ing moments, savoured.



but it's alright.
one gone, five semesters to go.
i half-reckon i'll suffer another 4 more bouts of post semestral trauma
before a more complex of its kind engulfs me.

hmmm.





geylang serai was a food haven.
but a word of caution -
spasm-ing and hunger do not go well together.

my heartfelt appreciation for nurul, noor, hana and lynn,
for the endless stream of amusement.
for the hugs.
for the bargaining.
for the gorging.

for the spasms.






to-day, to-day.
marks the end of it all.
the closure of daily serving of spasms.
till the start of the next semester, that is.

every single detail is still etched deeply.
i shall laugh inwardly till the comical effect wears off.
anything not-so-good will not be allowed to strut their stuff today.
they can wait till tomorrow.

or never.


but for now, i'll settle for this. a nice one.