Tuesday, July 20
i came around.
i had been rather nasty the past week, churning out snarling entries - disdain and sarcarsm aplenty.
w-e-ll. i deleted those entries. i want this blog to hold the brighter moments of my meagre life.
don't be too happy, though.
the tension in the air still lingers, and i fidget most uncomfortably.
yet there's always the spontaneity to dispel that perpetual gloom in me.
perhaps i was, indeed, baptised in lemon juice.
no - that was purely jesting.
i do try to be nice from time to time, but circumstances don't come in perfect, bite-sized packages.
i am always disgruntled about their careless frivolity.
it's what they term karma? when stiff-upper-lippers purse their lips in vexation (pun intended, h a h) over my attitudes, and now i'm in their shoes?
it's a vicious cycle, see?
God will help, in all the faith i can trigger.
God has become this single entity, most prevalent in my life, now.
fellowship has become secondary, possibly out of ranks.
sooner then i'd expected. much too soon, i reckon.
my life is a simple affair:
God --> family --> blog --> school--> God
come away with me.
d e b b e e e kvetched at 8:13 PM