Thursday, January 10
I fucking need a white Kit-Kat now.
If I dropped everything now and ran away to Lapland, nobody would know. This sense of aloneness is strangely beautiful; I wish I could be used to it.
But of course, who do I kid?
d e b b e e e kvetched at 4:47 AM
Wednesday, January 9
I'm really falling in love.
If my heart breaks this time, I may never recover this lifetime.
Then, I may well become Lady Lazarus.
I hate to say all these, dammit.
d e b b e e e kvetched at 5:19 AM
Wednesday, September 13
China bans Wordpress.
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Being the first update from Hangzhou, I ought to kick the whole episode off with a smile. BUT but but Edenisation is banned here. How horrible.
It's been an unbearably cold week here in Hangzhou. Knitted sweaters are my best friends now, seriously. Truth to be told, the weather right now, though bitterly cold, is perfect for a pensive moment. How annoyingly befitting of my moods.
Oh, and they banned Wikipedia, dammit.
Pictures will be up once I upload them.
Till then.
d e b b e e e kvetched at 9:52 PM
Tuesday, July 25
Exactly two months after my last update, things turned pretty awry. Or maybe it's just me peering through tinted lens, curling my upper lip at the sights in disdain.
I'm so sad,
so sad,
so sad.
There.
I've said it.
That's a passion stolen away from me, and you know it.
I'll try to get over it, of course.
I'll try.
Meanwhile, I'll find another love.
d e b b e e e kvetched at 9:30 PM
Thursday, May 25
I hope this is safe enough a haven, 'cos I really need to say that I'm afraid of being left on the shelf. Even after everyone - Al, Em, Kim and Yves - walk down the aisle. That's a truly horrible nightmare. Can you imagine me setting up a spinster house?
Wah, that was one embarrasing moment.
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Debbeee
d e b b e e e kvetched at 7:38 PM
Saturday, March 25
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d e b b e e e kvetched at 12:52 AM
Friday, March 24
The shock didn't settle in too comfortably. Neither was it as quick as desired. The tears didn't overwhelm first-hand like anything in the telly. Everything was paced in slow-motion. I managed a few calls and msn conversations without breaking down. Then the anger wore out a hole in the dam. Friction of indignance widening it. All ended swiftly within twenty minutes. Not fast enough, but passable.
I'm good. I'll handle this with pride and courage. Still, prepare more chips and chocs and tissues, just in case.
d e b b e e e kvetched at 10:02 AM